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I've gotten to the point where, even when the yarn I buy is already wound into a pull ball when I get it, I still feel compelled to rewind it myself by hand because, by god, my yarn balls are better.

It's very dumb and inefficient but, on the other hand, my yarn balls are better. There are no knots in them, for one thing, and they never do that "oh, you found the end of the yarn but now I will vomit out half the ball from the center when you pull on it" thing that I hate.

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So, I love actual play roleplaying podcasts. They're great - they're my favorite.

Y'know a stupid thing about loving actual play podcasts?

Sometimes, while listening, I get that social anxiety panic thing of "I can't tell if the people I'm hanging out with are having a good time, what if they're not having a good time, is it my fault, how do I fix it?" This is dumb on many levels - I don't know these people, I can't effect them in any way, if they weren't having a good time they'd probably stop - but I still sometimes have to take breaks and listen to something entirely fictional for a while because apparently my brain doesn't feel responsible for their happiness.