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Feb. 15th, 2020 09:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
darchildreSo, I love actual play roleplaying podcasts. They're great - they're my favorite.
Y'know a stupid thing about loving actual play podcasts?
Sometimes, while listening, I get that social anxiety panic thing of "I can't tell if the people I'm hanging out with are having a good time, what if they're not having a good time, is it my fault, how do I fix it?" This is dumb on many levels - I don't know these people, I can't effect them in any way, if they weren't having a good time they'd probably stop - but I still sometimes have to take breaks and listen to something entirely fictional for a while because apparently my brain doesn't feel responsible for their happiness.
Y'know a stupid thing about loving actual play podcasts?
Sometimes, while listening, I get that social anxiety panic thing of "I can't tell if the people I'm hanging out with are having a good time, what if they're not having a good time, is it my fault, how do I fix it?" This is dumb on many levels - I don't know these people, I can't effect them in any way, if they weren't having a good time they'd probably stop - but I still sometimes have to take breaks and listen to something entirely fictional for a while because apparently my brain doesn't feel responsible for their happiness.
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Date: 2020-02-16 11:16 am (UTC)