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[darchildre]

So, my ears are blocked up again. Today has been much like walking around with my fingers in my ears, except with less effort on my part. It's such a ridiculous problem but it makes me kinda miserable and also weirdly anxious. Not about permanent hearing loss, either, or anything that would be logical. No, it's anxiety with the same social base as ever: I can't hear myself so I can't police my behavior properly, what if I am being noticeably loud and drawing attention to myself, oh noes.

Also, being constantly able to hear my pulse in my ears is irritating. Grar.

Tomorrow, if it hasn't cleared up, I'm going to go to the Urgent Care and ask them to fix me. Which is a pain, as I had things I wanted to do that were not sitting in a waiting room for an unspecified period of time, but such things must be done.