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Jan. 17th, 2019 02:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
darchildreI have cancelled on D&D for tonight which I feel a little guilty about (since this was already a makeup game for last Sunday - one of my other dudes couldn't make it - and I also can't make this Sunday because of PodCon).
But I also feel relieved about having done it, since I am not really in a good place. I've felt out of sorts and tired all week, which today has culminated in the Big Meeting wherein I started feeling overwhelmed and overstimulated about 5 minutes in. (There were too many people talking at once during the socializing part at the beginning and I couldn't make out anything being said to me - I don't deal well with that sort of thing at the best of times.) Thinking about tonight's game was less of "Yay, a fun thing I get to do!" and more "Oh no, yet another thing I have to do."
That is not a good way to get together with friends.
So I'm giving myself the night off to chill and next week, we will have a better game.
But I also feel relieved about having done it, since I am not really in a good place. I've felt out of sorts and tired all week, which today has culminated in the Big Meeting wherein I started feeling overwhelmed and overstimulated about 5 minutes in. (There were too many people talking at once during the socializing part at the beginning and I couldn't make out anything being said to me - I don't deal well with that sort of thing at the best of times.) Thinking about tonight's game was less of "Yay, a fun thing I get to do!" and more "Oh no, yet another thing I have to do."
That is not a good way to get together with friends.
So I'm giving myself the night off to chill and next week, we will have a better game.
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