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Dec. 20th, 2020 06:59 pmSo, it's Mothernight and I am pretty depressed right now, for a variety of reasons: general state of the world, I miss my sisters, and my grandmother's health is going rapidly downhill which, on top of being very sad, also means that everything is stressful and difficult right now.
Yule is not particularly happy this year, therefore, but that's okay. Yule is usually a pretty happy celebratory holiday for me, but I'm glad that it has space for this too: sometimes, everything sucks and the only thing you can hold on to is that things will keep going. The sun will come up, you'll still be here, and you keep moving forward towards maybe someday spring.
In the mean time, I guess I will keep lighting candles.
Yule is not particularly happy this year, therefore, but that's okay. Yule is usually a pretty happy celebratory holiday for me, but I'm glad that it has space for this too: sometimes, everything sucks and the only thing you can hold on to is that things will keep going. The sun will come up, you'll still be here, and you keep moving forward towards maybe someday spring.
In the mean time, I guess I will keep lighting candles.