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I have a meeting today with my supervisor and manager to discuss my self-appraisal and, while I know that I do my job well and that nothing bad will come of this meeting, I am still very anxious about it to the point of fantasizing about a windstorm knocking out our power so that I don't have to go through with it today.

They're going to ask me about goals, I don't have goals, I've never in my life had a work-related goal that wasn't "go to work every day and do a good job". The only goals in my life right now is "learn to use my new supported spindle" and "finish the sweater I'm knitting".