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Dear brain,

I don't have to do anything even close to scary today. I just have to go to work, like I do every Tuesday. No big deal. And then I come home. Also no big deal. There are no looming deadlines, no meetings, no dental appointments, no important phonecalls. There is nothing like that going on today or at any time during the next few weeks.

So would you stop with the reasonless, purposeless anxiety that is currently making me sick to my stomach? Because I would really appreciate that.

Stupid brain...

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Writing this while our computers are up. Hopefully, I can get it posted before they go down again.

Dear everything,

This is not how I wanted today to go.

Not only do I have to deal with random free-floating anxiety, but now apparently everything at the library is going wrong. Our internet connection keeps going up and down, our circulation software is immensely slow when it is up, and our patron computers don't function at all. Fortunately, we managed to get all the holds processed before this whole crazy circus happened.

Also, I miss my boots. I have no other comfortable winter-appropriate shoes and my feet hurt.

I did not bring nearly enough tea to deal with this day.

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Our computers finally work again! Hurrah!

On another bright note, people keep bringing us cookies and candy today. It is pretty awesome.