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darchildre) wrote2015-10-01 12:42 pm
darchildre) wrote2015-10-01 12:42 pm
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Dear body,
If you could figure out the difference between me being happily excited about something and me being unhappily stressed about something, that would be awesome.
Seriously, I was listening to Hamilton* really loud on my way to work and I get about 20 minutes of happily bopping along and shouting "Lafayette!" at appropriate intervals and now my hands are shaky and my breathing's uneven and it's a little hard to eat my lunch because my throat doesn't want to swallow.
I do not need these anxiety symptoms! I am not anxious! I just get excited about musical theater - please stop freaking out!
*Awesome musical theater about American history? Yes please, sign me up, I am here for this.
If you could figure out the difference between me being happily excited about something and me being unhappily stressed about something, that would be awesome.
Seriously, I was listening to Hamilton* really loud on my way to work and I get about 20 minutes of happily bopping along and shouting "Lafayette!" at appropriate intervals and now my hands are shaky and my breathing's uneven and it's a little hard to eat my lunch because my throat doesn't want to swallow.
I do not need these anxiety symptoms! I am not anxious! I just get excited about musical theater - please stop freaking out!
*Awesome musical theater about American history? Yes please, sign me up, I am here for this.
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