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Jul. 2nd, 2014 10:01 amSo, this morning I did a thing that I've been thinking about doing for a while - I set up a Kitsap Heathens group on meetup.com. I have a meet-and-greet at a coffee shop scheduled for a couple of weekends from now and, well, we'll see if anyone shows up.
I am kinda super nervous about it because oh gods, new people, there are all kinds of anxieties surrounding new people, not to mention the heathen-specific anxieties. (What if they all think I'm terrible? What if I totally fail at being an organizer of meetup things? What if I am actually really bad at being heathen and don't know it because I've always been solitary? What if they all hate Lokeans? What if they all turn out to be right-wing survivalist crazy people?)
None of that is terribly likely, of course, (except maybe the Lokean thing) but it goes through my head and if I write it down, maybe I won't worry about it when the time comes. In any case, it will probably end up being a neutral-to-good thing with the potential for being great, so right now I am nervous but optimistic.
::fingers crossed::
I am kinda super nervous about it because oh gods, new people, there are all kinds of anxieties surrounding new people, not to mention the heathen-specific anxieties. (What if they all think I'm terrible? What if I totally fail at being an organizer of meetup things? What if I am actually really bad at being heathen and don't know it because I've always been solitary? What if they all hate Lokeans? What if they all turn out to be right-wing survivalist crazy people?)
None of that is terribly likely, of course, (except maybe the Lokean thing) but it goes through my head and if I write it down, maybe I won't worry about it when the time comes. In any case, it will probably end up being a neutral-to-good thing with the potential for being great, so right now I am nervous but optimistic.
::fingers crossed::
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