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Mar. 12th, 2012 07:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
darchildreY'know that thing where you can't sleep because your brain is worrying over all the responsibilities you have that you haven't properly dealt with?
Turns out, my brain will do that even when I don't have any responsibilities that I haven't properly dealt with. Which is what it did last night. You would think that I could just give it a list of how all my work projects are done, I don't have anything I've neglected to do at home, and all the crafty things I owe other people are progressing nicely. But no, that just leaves the nebulous worry that I've forgotten something important, something that's hanging over me and is going to come up and bite me in the ass.
I did not sleep terribly well last night.
Fortunately, this kind of stupid thing doesn't happen all that often. It's kinda interesting that anxiety!brain is so used to having big scary projects that I haven't done hanging over me that it defaults to that even when there is no big scary project to be found.
Turns out, my brain will do that even when I don't have any responsibilities that I haven't properly dealt with. Which is what it did last night. You would think that I could just give it a list of how all my work projects are done, I don't have anything I've neglected to do at home, and all the crafty things I owe other people are progressing nicely. But no, that just leaves the nebulous worry that I've forgotten something important, something that's hanging over me and is going to come up and bite me in the ass.
I did not sleep terribly well last night.
Fortunately, this kind of stupid thing doesn't happen all that often. It's kinda interesting that anxiety!brain is so used to having big scary projects that I haven't done hanging over me that it defaults to that even when there is no big scary project to be found.
