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Jul. 25th, 2020 08:24 amI am...not doing great this week - everything is still fucked, as you all know, and also it is summer depression time which, turns out, is Not a Great Combination. Everything feels extremely difficult, especially social interaction. I feel like every conversation I have with someone, I end up being misunderstood or hurting someone's feelings or having to do a lot more work than normal to avoid those outcomes. It's stressful and I hate it.
I am mostly coping by spending as much time as possible listening to Friends at the Table (still haven't finished Twilight Mirage or listened to Spring in Hieron and have instead skipped straight to Partizan) because other forms of media don't hold my attention well right now and I need to be having emotions about things that don't actually affect me. I have also somehow managed to convince my sister's spouse to listen - I don't know why my other actually somewhat eloquent descriptions of this show have failed but "the session 0 episode is over 3 hours long and devotes 40 minutes to space fashion, one of the characters is named Sovereign Immunity and another is a robot in a mood hoodie" worked - and they've said they now want to run a Beam Saber game. So at least that's something to look forward to.
In other news, someone in the nearby vicinity of my house has bought a rooster within the last 2 weeks. My house is oriented so that, somehow, I am the only one living here who can hear it. I hate everything.
I am mostly coping by spending as much time as possible listening to Friends at the Table (still haven't finished Twilight Mirage or listened to Spring in Hieron and have instead skipped straight to Partizan) because other forms of media don't hold my attention well right now and I need to be having emotions about things that don't actually affect me. I have also somehow managed to convince my sister's spouse to listen - I don't know why my other actually somewhat eloquent descriptions of this show have failed but "the session 0 episode is over 3 hours long and devotes 40 minutes to space fashion, one of the characters is named Sovereign Immunity and another is a robot in a mood hoodie" worked - and they've said they now want to run a Beam Saber game. So at least that's something to look forward to.
In other news, someone in the nearby vicinity of my house has bought a rooster within the last 2 weeks. My house is oriented so that, somehow, I am the only one living here who can hear it. I hate everything.