Jan. 14th, 2016

darchildre: seventh doctor and ace, moody and muted (ghostlight)
Today (and yesterday too - multiple days of this nonsense, oh joy) I have that anxiety thing where I have anxiety symptoms but nothing that I'm actually anxious about. I really hate that thing.

If I'm anxious about a thing, I can fix it or prepare better for it or self-destructively avoid it and distract myself which is not ideal but is, I'll admit, a thing that I do. But this random free-floating reasonless nonsense? I just have to sit here with it and deal. And it's hard to explain to people, because they inevitably ask what's I'm worried about. I'm not, that's the thing - I'm not worried about anything, it's just that my stomach is a hard ball of nervousness and my hands are shaky for no frelling reason.

Grar.
darchildre: (natasha does not have time for this shit)
I realize that, as a library employee, I'm really not supposed to have opinions about the materials my patrons check out but really, if you are returning an actual copy of Slave Girl of Gor, I am going to judge you for it.

I'm not going to say anything or in any way stop people checking it out, of course. But, y'know. Judging.

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