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Feb. 10th, 2011 01:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
darchildreHey, exciting news! I may be getting a few more hours at Kingston on Monday mornings.
This is exciting for two reasons. 1) More hours = more money and more money is always exciting. 2) Mondays, I am already working at Bainbridge and my manager there doesn't want to give me up and so they are fighting over me. It's terribly flattering.
I have, as I've probably mentioned, some problems with paranoia and impostor syndrome. About fifty to sixty percent of the time, I am convinced that I suck at my job and that nearly everyone secretly hates me. I know it's not true - for one thing, the idea that everyone despises me secretly is absurd on an Occam's Razor level - and I spend a lot of time trying to convince myself of that.
It's nice, though, every once in a while to have external proof, y'know?
This is exciting for two reasons. 1) More hours = more money and more money is always exciting. 2) Mondays, I am already working at Bainbridge and my manager there doesn't want to give me up and so they are fighting over me. It's terribly flattering.
I have, as I've probably mentioned, some problems with paranoia and impostor syndrome. About fifty to sixty percent of the time, I am convinced that I suck at my job and that nearly everyone secretly hates me. I know it's not true - for one thing, the idea that everyone despises me secretly is absurd on an Occam's Razor level - and I spend a lot of time trying to convince myself of that.
It's nice, though, every once in a while to have external proof, y'know?
